It's Back Again

Hmph.

There are things I want to say and things I want to ask, but I can't because I said I wouldn't, so I haven't and I won't (maybe). Clear as mud?

I don't like it.

I come here and make cryptic comments that anyone who knows me has no difficulty deciphering. So, why do I do this and how does this help? I think I know why, but I don't think it helps.

I'm so tired of the what if game asking me play. How do I make it go away for good? It taunts me with possibilities. Somebody ask it to come play with you for awhile.

If I say something different in any other post (past, present or future), you should know that I'm lying. I've got it bad. And that's bad. Very very bad.

Blech.